Infusion #2 Complete And Some Good News

 

I did not have a lot of happy things to say in my last blog post, but there is now some good news to report. First, I noticed in the middle of last week that I was feeling pretty good. The best way to summarize it without getting into the weeds is to say that I felt better than I did before the first treatment started. It’s a huge win. Blood tests between infusions #1 and #2 indicated positive trends, but last week I really felt it and took advantage of it with some fun social events and a trip to Gloucester for a late breakfast at the Beauport Hotel. The Beauport has a spectacular deck overlooking the harbor. The only thing between that deck and the water (which is crystal clear) is a sandy beach. The cool fog burned off as we enjoyed an excellent meal with a friend who was able to join us at a moment’s notice.

 

Infusion day goes like this. The first thing I do on arrival is get some blood drawn and have vital signs checked. The test results show up about 30 minutes later. Next I see a doctor or nurse practitioner and review everything that’s been happening. They ask a lot of questions and they review the blood tests. Yesterday’s tests showed improvement in everything measured. The doc turned around the computer screen around and said, “You see this? This indicates cancer in your blood a month ago. It’s way over the threshold. Now look at where you’re at today. There is virtually no detectable cancer in your blood. This treatment is working very well for you.” We talked about a few other things and then he sent me to another room for the infusion. Another big win!

 

My first infusion did not go well. My body reacted strongly to the immunotherapy drug called Rituxan. Part of that has to do with the many cancer cells that are destroyed by Rituxan almost immediately. These cells release cytokines that can cause inflammation and other potential problems, such as the rigors that I experienced. Yesterday was different. I did a lot of pre-medication with antihistamines, prednisone, and cortisone. The combination of these drugs and the fact that there were far fewer cancer cells to destroy lead to infusion #2 going smoothly with no problems. Yet another big win! It was a long day, but I had a comfortable recliner next to a window with a great view of the Charles River basin.

 

At the moment I do not feel great, probably because of the massive doses of the pre-medication drugs. But I do have enough energy to move around and do normal things and my appetite is still intact. The post infusion crash will start in a day or a few days and I’ll be miserable, but maybe not as miserable as after the first infusion. I went into the second infusion stronger than the first. And finally, there are couple of other good things that happened. My weight loss stabilized and it appears that I might be gaining weight back. I also started to go back to the gym and exercise the atrophied muscles in my legs and parts of my upper body. I don’t think I’ve re-built anything yet, but those muscles are re-activated. The effort leaves me knackered but only for the rest of the day.

 

I think that without treatment the lymphoma would have killed in maybe 6 months. It dawned on me that it might be time to die, treatment or no treatment. Now I see that things are turning around and I have a fighting chance. I still have a lot of hurdles, but for now I’ll take the wins.      

You Won't Know Unless You Try

About two weeks after the first infusion on June 11th I started to feel better. Note that "feeling better" is not the same as "feeling great," but my appetite had improved and I was eating a lot. I felt so good that I decided to go out for a short bike ride on my e-bike. From the minute I rolled down the street I could feel my overall weakness. I decided to keep going. I rode at the highest power setting but it wasn't just leg strength. My problem was all of the muscles needed to stay in position on a bicycle. Arms forward, bent at the waist, chin up. It all requires muscles. I suffered through the five mile ride and stopped a couple of times. I couldn't wait to get home, and when I did I was so exhausted that I left all of my bike stuff laying around the garage (I never do that, I'm super organized) and went inside to sit down. What a relief. I thought a couple of hours of recuperation was all I needed, but that didn't work. The next two days felt like a setback to the days directly after the infusion. I lost my appetite and I was super fatigued. On Friday I tried to trim my beard, which requires standing at the bathroom sink, and I just couldn't stand up long enough. I tried three times and then finally succeeded with my fourth effort. By Saturday my appetite was back and I felt more energetic. I went out for an easy one mile walk. Today I am feeling that walk in my legs. I hope to rally later in the day for another walk.

In February of 2024 I wrote about getting boxed in by overlapping problems. When things go wrong and you're unable to execute activities that keep you on the path to your best possible health outcome, your box shrinks. Conversely, the more things you can do, the bigger your box gets. My box is real tight right now, so I pushed the envelope by cycling, a passion for me, and overdid it. It's always been this way for me. If I don't push I don't know what my box size could be and I may be lingering in a tight box (and off the path to best outcome) unnecessarily. It's trial and error. 

Things are disappointing right now. I may not be able to rebuild or even maintain what little strength I have until after the R-CHOP treatment is completed in September. From there it will be a very long road to get back to where I was a year ago.  

Follow Up Between Infusions

 

Yesterday, June 9^th, I had a meeting with an NP who works on the lymphoma team that’s treating me. First up was a blood draw and then the meeting. We looked at the blood test results and they were all quite good. After just one infusion, everything is moving in the right direction. That means that the drugs are working. Great news! It’s now thirteen days after that infusion and I feel a lot better. My appetite has returned and I’m eating a lot. Of course many of the long term side effects from the R-CHOP infusion are still with me, and same for the daily maintenance drugs. Chasing them is tricky because there is a not yet a pattern to predict what’s coming next. That should improve after the next infusion, and certainly the third infusion.

In my last post I mentioned the uncontrollable shaking caused by the immunotherapy drug, Rituxin. The NP said that this is a fairly common response for the first dose and it may not happen again, or at least not as severely. I’ll also pre-medicate before the next dose. I don’t understand the science behind this yet so I’ll have to take her word for it. This next dose is also expected to go slowly, but at least leave enough time for the other drugs on the same day. If there are no problems they’ll speed up administration of the Rituxin on the remaining infusions.

So it’s weird. You can feel a little better because you’ve already knocked back some of the symptoms of the disease before the therapy started (and I have/had a lot of symptoms). You feel this mostly at the end of the infusion cycle, after the worst impact of the drugs (when you’re on the couch and feeling totally awful). But you know that all of the remaining infusions will grind you down. It will be a challenging summer. The final infusion is scheduled for September 15^th, then the long period of recovery begins.